attended my 2nd MYG XMAS party todae...erm since it's now way past midnite i guess...shld be yesterdae bah...had lots of fun lo..was at NUS Business Sch's hall. Lookin back, i hav done almost 10mths of voluntary work leh....It was fun, both mentally n phyiscally challenging n oso very rewardin...gained a lot of new frens, got to noe more abt IDs...n remindin me of my "un-glam" past....my childhood memories wasn't as gd as it seems....well tat's my little secret tt i cant share....so...sorry.Looked after my trainee for quite some time...n i begin to realised tt im reali too soft n compromisin...n tis isnt gd as the case now is tt my trainee is goin to rule over me very soon....guess i reali gotta start bein a bit more firm n be a little bit harsh on him be4 i reali lose control of him. Guess it's reali easier said than done for me....cause for those who noe me... it is easier for u to count the number of times i blow my top off someone than countin the amt of times i said "oh sorry". haiz....anyway, i got to bowl wif all the EPians todae. Myg booked bowlin alleys at the bowlin ctr @ The Chevrons. And it's FOC....but hold on a minute i aint a cheapo okay...wah liew...the stupid guirong, kept emphaisin tt it is FOC....as if those who r keen on goin is lured by the fact tt it's free....(ok la actuali he is jus doin his job as a VA.)Had a great time though my scores were terrible. N lucky me won a prize durin the lucky draw loh....haha it's an insulated mug tt keeps hot water warm. It is ideal for me, as im now workin in an office tt has mani air-cons blastin cold air on me...oh ya btw, guirong n kaishin hav been behavin quite intimately lately...Wonder wat's goin on betwn them....haha im a curious teen u see....Talkin abt kaishin....dunoe wat's his intention lo...told me tt since EP is so far for me y dun i transfer to west end...in a blunt manner....he even added tt it is at my own gd interest....n the most appalling thing he said was tt EP dun nid me lo....(ok seriously i noe wifout me Ep still runs, but hey be tactful dude) yeah he is jus jokin...(i hope so...)But... Ouch! It hurts.....Haiz....my days r alwaes filled wif so many happy n unhappy incidents. Guess tis is jus wat is known as BALANCE. But, cant i jus hav one day whereby everything tilts towards the happy end for once. Mother Nature is so fond of playin pranks on ppl, especially on me....But den again y blame her....i mean.....C'est La Vie ! Right? Don't worry, not sinkin into depression...so if i'm givin u tt impression, im sorry. n thx for ur concern. Oh had a long n fruitful talk wif minhui last sunday at EP Camp, inside Charles' car. It was more like a self-reflection for me than merely a chat wif a gd fren. Found out tt my strengths remained the same....n my no. of weak points hav not depleted at all...The date changes everyday, but y aint i changin too? Or m i already in the process of changin, yet not realisin tt im goin thru' it? I reali duno, because it seems tt everything n everybody is changin but i just feel the same. Life isnt jus as simple as black n white, there lies a grey area...U think so too? (^-^)
